2nite was Ian's birthday...My bro..
haha....
my family & i dine out...
my parents order alot of food...
We finish lyk mad...
When i almost finish my dinner,
i hear somebody sing happy birthday song....
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my memories of grandpa & me reflected back again...
tis tym i cud't hold on any longer...
I wanna cry so badly...
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last few months wasn't a good thing 4 me...
I hold a grudge on GOD after my grandpa die...
I dun feel lyk goin 2 church anymore...
but now....
im goin 2 church...
YOUTH....
I feel lyk i dun blong there....
seriously...dun mean 2 insult de CYA...
seriously....
i dun blong there...
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heard tis phrase a lot of tym...
"Friends comes & go"
seriously...
alot of my so called stupid friends...
juz 4get abt me...
lyk hell ya they k abt me...
Stupid...
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now...
im close with a few of my classmatels....
normal friends lyk cammy, lia, mich, daniel n others.....
& some other form 4 & form 5...
i feel so idiotic 4 trustin anybody else...
when im in primary skool...
talk abt true, everlasting friendship...
tis all bullshyt...
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crap....
play perfect world...trap inside a arena cant get out...
OH NO...
2molo is excel..
last day...
math & geo...
study lyk mad...
crazy...
haha...
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gt sleep...
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