I've been having nosebleed for the last few days..and it wasn't pleasant at all..
It stain on my clothes..duh!! those red gooey stuff!! I feel a bit dizzy after that..
but i managed to get a grip on myself for a few minutes..
My head is kinda heavy with this guy im crushing on floating around my head..
My love life? Here goes~
I know this guy like for a year..
And he is actually my senior..
We have something in common and I often tell him my problems..
U know..I wanna be there 4 him no matter what..
Just 2 support him..and be the good friend that anyone who can ask for..
But then..who the hell appreciate me then??
I dont wanna bother about that..
Move on with my life..
Now...there is like a huge gap between us..
And I feel kinda awkward of being around him..
The feeling is still there..
After I read something on his page,
I just dont feel like is worth falling for him..
I just wanna be the person, stay back from that spot..
hide in the shadows..
and never see each other's face anymore...
Turn around and move away..
Until HS is finished...
Goodbye..Good Luck..
~iOut

7:01 AM sprinklinq love Y

seriously im have been ignoring u lately..sorry..
2day was suffocating...
the whole day with numbers..
ADD MATHS!!!
im not a fan of it..
but i have 2 do it cuz is compulsory
what the hell??!!!
seriously
Im addicted to a sitcom...The Nanny
lol...
I like that character...
haha
my mum have been confiscating my laptop away...
this is such a wreck!!
hate it!!
~iOut

6:35 AM sprinklinq love Y

Last few days i have crapping around..of giving up dancing..
blah.blah..
deep down..i never ever wanna give up on it..
for sure..
Is just that some things always stop me from reaching my potential..
last few days blogging was like drinking 3 cans of Heineken
making me drunk....
hangover..
ok..weird...but then i just cant stand it..

Other than that, I just wanna get my life back..
school, dancing, my friends, everything...like 2008..
I miss 2008..T _ T
~iOut

7:09 AM sprinklinq love Y

Dancing is a thing that i found it back into my life...
Now..is dying now...
the fun of it gone..
Seriously im going crazy...
Now...Im totally DONE!!!!
IM DONE WITH IT!!
Now i just wanna get back track on the things i love to do..
That is Music, Games and Sports..
I had enough!!!
I knew my limitations..
From earlier I knew my freestyle is limited..
For sure..
I cant do much cuz...I knew from beginning..Dancing is not my thing...
~iOut

5:57 AM sprinklinq love Y

this morning..i woke up with a bad hair...
ya..other than that..
I had a fight with my mum..cuz im didnt go 2 church..
so she took my laptop n lock my astro channel..
NONONO!!!
but then i really dont bother..cuz i can survive through the morning..
hehe..
I done my add maths, biology n est...
seriously i just dont get it...
so much work 2 do...
plus i done my house chores...
blah!!!
play with my dogs 4 a few minutes..
now.. my mum n i r ok now..
she can be my friend n my sis...
I can tell her everything except my crushes..
duh!!
If she knew...
Of cuz she would avoid that topic...
No use talking that 1...
Anyway...gonna continue my accounts, moral n history....
~iOut

4:22 AM sprinklinq love Y

bloggy..im so sorry 4 ignoring u..
I just cant seem 2 find the time 2 blog..
Last 2 weeks was a stress and worse weeks of my life..
I just went thru my PMS n started 2 snapped at every1 around me..
Im sorry 2 any1 that snapped at..
So sorry..
I probably should give a warning to them instead..

Form 4 life is not a relaxing year..
Homeworks, Assignments, Exams, Textbooks...
Is tons..
Science , Art & Commerce...
is a good thing im science stream..
But
y cant they just give us abit relax...or something..
aarrrggghhhh!!!

My result for my 1st term:
BM = 57%
Eng = 90%
Maths = 73%
Add maths = 50%
History = 66%
Chemistry 55%
Biology = 23%
Physic = 8%
Accounts = 59%
EST = 68%
Moral = 43%

This 1st term test 4 my seniors are normal..
but 4 me..goes with the flow..but part of me is snapping at me
"get ur ass on the sit n hit the books !!!"
ok rude much??!!!
seriously i got 2 agree with my other side..

I miss playing volleyball very much..
seriously i wanna join the volleyball competition..
but then is conquer by my seniors..what else??
Same goes 2 dancing...
For me..
Wanna get into a crew??
not easy..
Deep down i wanna join the crew..
but then, they probably think
* who the hell r u?? N hell like we know u!!! As if u get the chance 2 join the crew for dancing!"*
this is what will happen..
That is y i dance in the shadows..

I wanna leave this stupid country ASAP!!!
is not even worth it 2 stay around..
~iOut

4:20 AM sprinklinq love Y

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